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06 May 2006
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If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way? If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all I never know what the future brings But I know you are here with me now We'll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am? Is there any way that I can stay in your arms? If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed? If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head? If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life? If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my guy? I don't know why you're so far away But I know that this much is true We'll make it through And I hope you are the one I share my life with And I wish that you could be the one I die with And I pray in you're the one I build my home with I hope I love you all my life I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am Is there any way that I can stay in your arms? Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right And though I can't be with you tonight You know my heart is by your side I don't want to run away but I can't take it, I don't understand If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am Is there any way that I can stay in your arms? ______ The bolded ones are the ones I really feel right now. ((: Is there any way I can feel much happier than now? I doubt so. Unless, my parents allow me to stay much longer just now. Currently, I do love my life. Alot. Now, I can roughly understand what Nette feels. When she gets to know some some things. =) What Nette said has alot of impact, you know. I'm a happy happy girl. And I thank fate that I get to know you. I thank fate that I get to be close to you. (: Now, maybe I'll go to sleep with a smile. I wish he's home. Not because, I don't want him to enjoy anything without me there, or whatever. But, he's tired. I saw it. I wish he's home. Then sleep, can? =) Now, I understand why yesterday turned out like it was. There's so much I wish I can say, but then again, it is a public blog. And whatever I say can be read and seen by almost everyone. So, we'll leave it as that. I swear, I don't feel the same way I felt for J. And it's worrying me. I don't feel I've fallen that deep. And I don't want to not fall for him. I do. He's a great guy. Arghh. I shall not think too much. The jealousy I felt should be enough to tell me how much I adore that guy of mine. (= That few sweet little little things make me happy. And maybe I'm on my way to falling deep in love with you. (: I MISS YOU. (: CAN? I shall not bother myself with what's happening between Nad and Fiqah. I know that someone's wrong and someone's right. I shall not say who. I shall keep it to myself. Hopefully, they'll settle it soon. Nad, Abby, remember what we've talked about the other time? Late at night, and talking about this particular girl.? I think she's back. To her old self. Really. Sigh. I want more outings with Nette and Joyce. (: |
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nor liyana mohd khalis.i'm always in love with pretty boys. like as if i don't learn from experience, i always give in to sweet words. and i never learn from the past. i'm vulnerable to hurt, but i'd like to believe i'm stronger than i seem. jauh di dasar hatiku, aku tahu aku masih kasihimu dan menyintaimu. namun kau sudah berpunya, kau sudah bercinta. disini kita berakhir, tergantung segala cerita dan kisah lama. wishlist
an arsenal jersey please.to watch a play. tagboard
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